what breaks my heart every morning of those working days.

one of many challenges in parenthood is to keep your emotions from torrential rain. after all, you’ll get drenched while bracing the weather without having to expose yourself out in the open.

gibberish is it. this defines my state of mind at this hour.

try pulling yourself away from a crying toddler insisting to follow you to work. tell me how not to get an instant heartbreak.

if you ask me where i want to be in five years time, i’d tell i want to be at home, with the people whom i love. i want to watch them grow, and make them awesome cookies. i want to be able to spend the morning cleaning their messes without having to pack their stuff to be sent to the nursery.

i just want to be a home maker. but i guess now is just not the right time.

cause i have to work to be a better mother. for the time being.

dear kid, hang in there. i love you, despite the newfound tantrum 🙂

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